what's up (part 21932481)

The last few weeks have been really, really hard; at least for me. Those final-year things, deadlines, pressuring-surroundings, and ambitious people everywhere. Yet there are still so many other things to be grateful about. For finally finishing my internship-defense, getting an opportunity in WULF, and having so many good friends around.

Turns out life is getting better despite all the hard times!

When Reality,
slaps you right in the face.
Knowing that you won't even have the chance,
even from the very beginning.
It hurts,
for real.

The moment i thought that things are okay,
was also the moment i realized,
that things are not okay at all.

that i just deny my thoughts,
denying the fact that i even knew everything since the very beginning.

how,

to control feeling,
and thoughts?

what?

that's how life goes.
things could change anytime.
bisa jadi satu hari kita baik-baik saja, lalu menjadi orang yang berbeda di kemudian hari.
bisa jadi hari ini kita merencanakan masa depan, lalu hari berikutnya kita sadar bahwa masa depan kita bukan untuk dirangkai bersama.

the only thing that is constant in life, is life that constantly change everytime.
and yeah, basically life is about accepting things the way they are.
be strong, dear self; for life is getting tougher and tougher everday.